As I started nurturing myself, looking within to see who I had grown up to be, I realized I was bi-curious. That's a word I didn't know when I was young.
From dictionary.com:
bi-curious — adj, considering experimenting with bisexuality
So then, I was curious. I couldn't very well experiment, as I was faithful to my vows, but I was curious enough to look up bisexual in wikipedia. But it didn't really click for me until I came across the word pansexual and the phrase "People, not pronouns" on, of all places, Facebook. People... not pronouns. Not men, not women, not him or her... THAT made sense to me!
I remember the thrill it gave me when I saw that word and first applied it to myself. I had a group of friends on Facebook and started tossing the word about. "I'm pansexual!" I tried it on, and it seemed to fit.
But I didn't tell my husband.
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